A Piece of Soul..

= Love You You =

2011-11-27T01:13:00.003+08:00

夏日乐悠悠.. 这套戏想看很久了..

居然在考试期间.. 我才抽出时间来看.. LOL

感人.. :'(

想看这套戏的主要原因是那首歌..

Love You You - 林俊杰

作词：林天爱作曲：林俊杰

Love you you 我像孤独的渔夫

说不出爱的温度

很想给你幸福你却自我保护

转弯处只剩下潮汐之外的荒芜

Love you you 却在海里迷了路

找不出心的归属

思念越尝越苦心跳乱了脚步

怎么我读不懂你唇语之间的无助

就算用尽所有真心却到不了你的心底

回忆难以靠近你是我奢求的唯一

让我用尽所有力气只要你相信

我最坚持的声音只剩一句

Love you you stay with me

能不能别这样放弃能不能就放开自己

海浪穿透我的伤心请听一听爱的声音

就算用尽所有真心都到不了你的心底

回忆难以靠近你是我奢求的唯一

让我用尽所有力气只要你相信

我最坚持的声音只剩一句

Love you you stay with me..

如果有看那套电影的话你就会懂个里面讲什么了..

可以去Youtube看.. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=898yY2g5JzQ

= Exam-ing =

2011-11-19T23:57:00.004+08:00

I had my first paper this morning..

And I blank quite a lot of questions.. Officially DEAD..

Im noob.. Im a piece of SHIT.. :((

Quite EMO after that paper.. Sighh..

And I did something silly.. Perhaps childish..

Hmm.. Just to punish myself..

After half day of slacking.. It's time to start studying..

But Im still not in the mood.. =.=

Sighh... I HATE EXAM..

Okay.. Dont want to talk much about this..

Topic ends..

These 2 days I keep repeating a song..

I guess it's a new song from BY2..

They get prettier and prettier !! :D

BY2 - 不是故意

作词：林怡凤作曲：刘永辉

我以为恶梦不会一直缠着我

我以为头痛闭上眼就痊愈了

我只听你爱听的歌

我只做你的朋友

我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口

我变了好多是否更靠近你呢

等一个固执的如果

如果你懂我为什么就够了

你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里

除了你我找不到能快乐的意义

眼泪带给你的压力太清晰

我真的不是故意

不是故意让自己变得不再像自己

为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力

你却离我越来越远的距离

直到我失去你

真的不是故意

= AudioMob =

2011-11-13T16:17:00.007+08:00

Shit liao la.. Exam soon.. Sigh..

Just finished mugging with friends at LWN library..

Sleepy.. I hate books.. :(

Hmm.. Im going to update this bloggie with the Audiomob's photos..

I attended an Audiomob (something like flash mob) event last week..

With HuiYee, WeiBing, YannEr and Kacang..

Lazy to type again.. So let the pichasSs tell the story.. :)

Before the event starts..

We need to download a mp3..

And play the mp3 at the same time..

Then ? Just listen and do whatever they want u to do.. LOL

This is the final place we gather.. Manyak orang.. O.o"

Triton Rocks !! Hahax.. :D

Just to clarify.. I didnt write the "famous person".. :)

I like this part !! So nice.. Hee.. :D

Ehh ? Where is Kacang ar ?

See our Mr Yann Er.. =.=

This even worse.. Our Bing gor.. =.="

We bought this !! 3 bucks only.. LOL

Take photo with our new TOYs.. XD

No doubt.. We are trying to "eat" PRADA.. Zzz

Bing gor.. Remember what we said that day wor..

Spend our 1st wages here !! :D

On the way back.. Heeee..

The End..!! :))

= 我是摩羯座 =

2011-11-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

今天.. 考了CMF的final oral assessment..

我不满意.. 因为我相信若自己没被"紧张"这两个字征服的话..

我.. 其实可以做得更好..

算了吧.. 过去了.. 现在要做的事是往其它科目冲.. :)

现在刚刚睡醒.. 我又浪费了几个小时..

突然间看到星座的东东.. 想说在这里来个new post..

我出生于1月18日.. 是个典型的摩羯女..

其实我并不是迷信星座的人，不过偶尔看到还是会去读一下..

很多时候.. 总觉得描述得还蛮准的.. :)

懂事又腼腆的摩羯.. 安静，守本分，做事谨慎，踏实又有计划..

但是在内心深处却深藏着自相矛盾的心..

一方面有积极热情的个性..

对自己喜欢的人或工作，有股不服输的劲，令人刮目相看..

另一方面.. 冷淡，没耐心，有着出奇地不屑态度..

摩羯笑起来像个孩子，冷起来是个谜..

对于感兴趣的事情执着的可怕，对于不感兴趣的人连装也难..

性格敏感，占有欲强烈，缺乏安全感而有依赖感..

喜欢胡思乱想，过份回忆过去沉浸悲伤难释怀，自责心令人汗颜..

摩羯容易相信一个人，相信一份感情..

哪怕是在伤害之后，依旧会好了伤疤而留下了了痛..

把这样的感受自己藏进了灵魂里，折磨着自己..

事实上一点点跟伤痛有关的事物，都可以刺伤摩羯的心..

哪怕再微笑，也会感知得到痛..

摩羯座的人都真性情，爱恨分明，但总是口是心非..

如果吵架没有多想，下句话一定说的比对方更狠，更没有退路..

然后不知道得意个什么.. 有着要命的自尊..

摩羯喜欢简简单单就好，不喜欢世俗，或一根筋想问题..

开心时候什么都能丢一边，不开心时候一句话也不愿意说..

摩羯非常感性而且重情，因为这是一个特別害怕孤独的星座..

不喜欢享受独自一个人的感觉..

以下是最近想了解的星座.. 射手座.. :P

射手座的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的..

因为喜欢看得远，容易担忧的事情也就多..

在他的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好..

射手不记仇，但随意的一句贴心问候射手必定记在心中..

他待人友善，真心对待朋友..

讨厌虚伪做作，华而不实，虚情假意，玩弄心计，搬弄是非的人..

但如果被朋友出卖，射手就会当作教训，不去计较..

他会远离这种朋友，心里伤心，但也要表现得坚强..

射手对人真诚，但内心总有不安..

在生人面前很拘谨，混熟后像哥儿们一样可以交心，很豪爽不做作..

射手宁愿当众人眼中嘻嘻哈哈的开心果，也不愿让你看到他的泪..

但这不代表他不会难过..

若你看到了他的泪，证明你跟他很好..

若因你让他流泪，那你很可能就会失去他..

很多时候.. 射手座喜欢一个人待着..

想自己的心事，做自己的事情，沉醉于自己的世界..

人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重..

事实上，你们不了解他..

射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱..

刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤..

可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉..

他开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，把自己放到最后..

射手有苦会自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错..

无论谁的错，他们都会包容..

他会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多..

射手爱玩，在玩的同时希望把那份好心情带给你，他是乐观的..

人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是他难过时没有人知道..

他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良..

他在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠..

他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己..

全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心..

射手是不被了解的，可他不会怨谁..

他会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害..

所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦..

别让他最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座..

你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的.. :)

而他.. 也许就是个典型的射手男..

= 私心 =

2011-11-06T11:30:00.004+08:00

昨晚和某位很重要的人吵了起来..

我确实很不开心.. 心灵上精神上累了.. 疲倦了..

他是我第一个遇过可以做到这么好的好人..

而我这个恶魔和他在一起相信以后会有更多的磨擦..

对.. 他说得没有错..

An eye for an eye and the world goes blind..

所以.. 我们应该抱着学校老师教我们的观念：

"别人对你好你对别人更好..

别人对你不好你也不要对别人不好.."

可是.. 自我懂事以来..

我在我的真实世界里看到的却并非如此..

周遭的人事物灌输给我的想法有着天渊之别..

事实上.. 有多少人可以做到上面那两句话?

扪心自问.. 路过这里的每一位朋友..

若有人伤害了你的家人..

你真的不会去希望那些bustard得到应有的惩罚?

他说我可以不原谅那些人..

可是也不能希望别人遭到不幸..

这不是很矛盾吗?

对我而言当你讨厌一个人的时候..

你自然会希望看到那个人得到应有的惩罚..

我知道是与非之间有太多的灰色地带..

就如他所说..

not everything is "not good means bad"

"not yes means no"

每个人心中衡量是非的尺度都不一样..

拥有不抱着''希望伤害你的人得到惩罚''的想法..

对他而言.. 这是普通人应有的做法..

对我而言.. 这是伟人的做法..

而我只是个有私心的凡人..

老实说我办不到..

有很多事情说是可以做到.. 可以改变.. 只看你愿不愿意..

说倒很容易.. 因为你不是那个人..

也许你会说.. 心态在作怪.. Hmm.. Perhaps..

我不懂我们之间的个人观点会不会影响到我们的感情..

不过我希望那答案是不会..

我会学着去接受.. 但不代表你说一就一二就二..

我也会有自己的想法.. 希望你能谅解..

还有.. 我知道我的脾气不好.. 对不起..

别人说..

每一朵玫瑰身上都会有刺..

正如每个人的性格里都有你不能容忍的部分..

要爱护一朵玫瑰.. 并不是努力地把它的刺去除..

而是学习如何不被她的刺刺伤..

还有学习如何不让自己的刺刺伤别人..

= Blood Type Personality =

2011-11-01T21:25:00.012+08:00

Yesterday morning.. I was just too sleepy and bored in IT class..

Out of a sudden, I felt like clearing my hotmail inbox..

And yeahh the 1500++ unread messages finally cleared.. =.=

Btw.. I found this in my hotmail inbox..

Errr.. It's about blood type personality.. LOL

---------------------- Blood Type A ----------------------

---------------------- Blood Type B ----------------------

---------------------- Blood Type O ----------------------

---------------------- Blood Type AB ----------------------

Hahahax.. Mine is AB.. :D

What's yours ?

= Bing Sir's Party =

2011-10-23T12:12:00.006+08:00

Hello Hello.. Im back !! XD
1st of all.. WHY Bing Sir ? LOL..
Because he is going to be my piano teacher..
Hiak Hiak.. Okay.. Back to the topic now.. :P
Hmm.. After seeing all those photos uploaded by Tritonians..
I feel like updating my blog on this party..
Heeee.. It was a Saturday night party..
An early celebration for Mr Lee Wei Bing's birthday.. :)

Lazy to write too much.. Let's see photos..!

Happy Birthday to Bing Sir once again !! :D

Opps.. He SHOULD be happy leh.. Why that face.. .....

TritoniansSs and CakesSs..

I played this the whole night.. LOL

At City Square.. Errkk.. We are actually NOT from NTU..

Debakchilization.. :D

Awww.. I love my facial expression.. Dont you? XDD

We are a big family like this.. Heee..

Love you all.. :)) ♥

And the last photo for this post..

Today I went for ice skating !!

At somewhere near Stadium.. Im noob.. T.T

Played this for the 1st time in my life..

I fell.. But it's not a big deal.. Just get up.. Yeahh..

Goodnight.. :)

= Orthodontic? =

2011-10-14T10:08:00.004+08:00

Im now in Ipoh..

But Im not happy at all.. :(

I should be in Comm. Management Fundamental Class now..

Sighhh.. Feel bad for skipping class..

Took 8hours bus back to Ipoh last night..

And going to set off for SG again tonight.. =.=

Stupid right.. But there is a reason..

I come back for the 1st orthodontic treatment appointment..

I've discussed with the dentist.. Requested to transfer my file to Johor's clinic..

But the dentist said : Cannot.. :(

They kept persuading me to give up this treatment..

And did some calculations for me.. Zzz

Bus fare = RM150 each time i come back..

1st 2 months have to come back for 4 times..

After that, 6 weeks once, means 2 times in 3 months, for 2 to 3 years..

Need to be back roughly for 22 times for the whole treatment..

22 x RM150 = RM3300 (Bus fare)

Plus the treatment cost = RM700

Total RM4000.. WTH..?!!!

They are right.. I better go to private 1..

I have to accept the fact that..

Q for 3 years and get nothing.. T.T

Hmmm.. Sienz liao.. Suen sou..

Rejected this doesnt mean that I give up the treatment..

Tonight discuss with mummy about goin for private 1..

Okay.. That's all.. Topic ends..

Im listening to this song now, again.. ♥

五月天 - 突然好想你

作曲：阿信
填詞：阿信

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决心自己过没有你

却又突然听到你的消息 .. ...

= A busy week =

2011-10-08T14:50:00.004+08:00

Woootz~ Finally !! Saturday!! XDD

It has been a rather hectic week this week..

Assignment.. Presentation.. Quiz.. Sienz dou boom larr..

But over liao.. Heeee... Hepppiee.. :D

Dont want to talk about that anymore..

My main purpose here today is to share some PHOTOs..

Hahax.. Paiseh.. These days i camwhore again.. :P

Credit to someone's cap.. XD

And thx so muchhh for helping me to format my little netbook.. T.T

Epic ? Hahax.. I like this photo anyway.. Dont u ? :P

Beh song me ? Come on~ Fight la.. !! XD

I always feel hungry in the middle of night.. T.T

Have to eat something if not i can't go to sleep err..

So.. Instant noodles are always my good friend.. Sighh.. :(

See what my friend did on my resume.. =.="

Took this in Financial Management seminar.. XD

Somewhere within NBS.. :D

Last but not least !! Renee the minnie mouse.. LOL

Took by Edwin last night at Jurong Point.. :D

I know I'm CUTE.. Heeeee.. SHY~

That's all la~ BYE~ XDD

= Recess week =

2011-09-30T17:37:00.006+08:00

Sighh.. Time flies.. Recess week goin to end soon..
Today is Friday.. Hmm.. I will be back to SG tomorrow night..
Seriously.. I cant feel any recess in this recess week lorr.. =.=
Monday - 9:45pm bus back KL..
Tuesday - Brother's convocation in UKM n reach Ipoh at 11pm++..

I have no idea why mummy bought this flower with angry bird.. =.=

Mummy, brothers and grandma.. :)

Wednesday -Back to ACS..

Finally I got my STPM certificate.. LOL

Again.. Sok Wai, Weng Hong and Vincent giving speech in class.. XD
Sharing their techniques to score 4.0 in STPM..
Yong Yang n me standing at outside, taking photos.. LOL
After that we ate at BIG TREE LEG.. Heee..

Food ar~ Eat arr~ Full arghh~ :P

Ipoh's FAT bean sprout.. XD
We also ate the FRICTIONLESS tau fu fah at Funny Moutain.. :D

One word.. Jienngg.. :P ♥

The business hour of Funny Mountain.. 卖完为止.. O.o''

Thursday - Shopping with mummy.. Wanna say sorry to her wallet.. =X
Friday - Today.. I had a haircut.. T.T
Cut my fringe short since everyone said i look old because of my long fringe..
But it seems better to keep my fringe long lorr..
And most importantly.. The hair stylist agreed with me lorr.. :((

I need to blow it everyday to get the shape.. Mafan.. Zzz

How is it ? Comment pls.. :((

Hmm.. It's time to prepare for the presentation next week..
Hate homework during recess week.. T.T
Tata~ Bye~

= NTUC income race on 2011 =

2011-09-18T00:36:00.006+08:00

Woahhh~ This is the 1st time i join amazing race..
It's fun and we did enjoy it much !! Heee.. ♥
Though we didn't complete all the task la.. Blerkk.. :P
Today we took a lot of photos.. Due to the requirement of bonus tasks..
And yeahh.. Im going to share some of them here.. XD

Chung Lim, Wei Ling, Yong Yang and me..
Woootz.. This is my team.. As we are from Triton.. So..
Our team's name is Mini-T.. Cute name right.. LOL

This is our 1st station task.. Foot massaging.. T.T
Initially i thought we just need to send out 1 representative from our team..
And we chose the high risk 1.. Which is TURBO massage..
Then !!! The station leader said : All of u please sit down..
I was like.. OMGG.. Want like that meh..?!! O.o''
At first it was super painful.. But after that.. I felt nothing..
Hahax.. Am I considered healthy ? LOL
So.. We passed our first station with full marks.. Ngekk..

We have completed almost all the bonus tasks today..
And.. This is 1 of our tasks..
That is to take a photo with the same pose in the poster..
A niceeeee shot right..? :P

Bonus task - Take a photo with a people with moustache.. :)

Bonus task - Take a photo u are eating ur team.. :)

Bonus task - Take a photo with urban people statues.. :)
Seeeeee our raincoats.. So damn ugly.. LOL
No choice.. It started to rain all of a sudden.. ALAMAK..
Yong Yang and Chung Lim still wearing that n walked into the ION orchard..
Everyone looked at us.. T.T
Can i act like i dont know them..? Ishhhh.. :(

Bonus task - Take the photo of Royal Thai Embassy.. :)

We back to the starting point at 3pm in a rush..
Do u notice the paint on our faces ? That's my fault.. T.T
I couldn't throw a ball towards a correct direction,
when my eyes being covered.. Sorry err.. :(

RACE ON ended.. Photo session.. Heeee.. :D

We are from NTU !! ♥

Photo in a bus on the way back to NTU.. :)

One more with Man Soon's face inside.. :P

Actually i just back from jogging..
*claps* for myself!!
Coz i have completed a jog of bus C route without stopping for the 1st time..
Pro ahh.. Heeppieee.. :DD
Due to my laziness.. It is very short about the race..
I have skipped a lot.. Paiseh..
And lastly..

THE END............!! LOL

= Contagion =

2011-09-15T00:04:00.006+08:00

Weeheee.. 15th Sept.. It was another busy day..
Lotsa things to be done.. But..
I still went for a movie with someone tonight.. LOL

I reach room at around 4:40pm..
Actually there is no more time for me to nap today.. T.T
Yet i took a 15mins nap.. Ngekk..
No choice leh.. My bed needed me.. Heee.. :D
So as a result.. I was late, again..
Sorry Mr Cheh.. :(
No time for us to have a proper dinner..
And ended up we ate in KFC..
Anyway.. Thankiew for the treat !!
Though it wasnt that delicious compared to M'sia 1.. LOL

So big d still wanna eat KFC.. XDD

Hmmm.. About the movie..

Contagion.. Errkk.. I dont think it's nice leh.. :P
But !! I watched it from the beginning till the end instead of sleeping halfway..
*claps* for myself.. Hahax.. XDD
The aircond in cinema always that cold.. :(
Let u discovered my skin disease jor tim.. Very ugly right.. Sighh..
After the movie.. Balik lur ~
Tutorial questions are waiting for me.. T.T
And u need to wake up early in the next morning..
Gar yao la.. Heee.. :)

Reach room.. Feel like taking photos.. :P

According to Ms Ha.. Camwhoring is a way to destress..
So im not camwhoring.. Im just detress-ing.. Hahax..
Goodnight people..!! :)

= An awesome event - Night Cycling =

2011-09-10T21:01:00.012+08:00

Yoyoyo !! 9pm now.. 10th September..
I attended a crazy event - night cycling last night..
It started from around 11pm until 6am.. :D
I reach room at 11am+ this morning, slept from 1pm+ to 7pm.. LOL
It's time to blog now.. Heeee..

Cycling throughout the night is really tired..
But it's fun.. And a great experience.. :)
One of the troubles we faced was that - bikes got problems !!
We had to fix the bikes on our own..
Apalah ni.. Cacat punya bikes.. =.= LOL
1st was Khi Pin's bike then Yong Yang's and lastly Yann Er's one..
But no worries.. Heeee..
We've ''PROFESSIONALs'' from Engineering helped us to fix the bikes.. :P
And some parts of the route was quite dangerous..
As we had no choice but to cycle on the main road..

There are around 24 of us.. We are from TRITON !! Woootz..

While we were waiting to cross the road..
It's just a starting.. Ngekk..

We went to a few places..
Like Geylang.. S'pore Indoor Stadium..
Merdeka Bridge.. Helix Brigde.. And S'pore Flyer..
Of course we did take photos there.. XD

Thankieww to our photographer - Khi Pin.. :D

The view of night is nice.. Oppps.. ♥

Ohh yeahh.. Last night we passed by a bus stop that just being vandalised..
Singapore also got such thing 1 meh ? O.o''
And of course this kind of scene must take photo la..

Stupid Wong Siong aka Ben..
You thought u really know ''Guai Bo Hei Gong'' ?? XDD

In the morning.. Most of them back to hall earlier..
Just few of us - Yann Er, Wei Bing, Sok Wai, Weng Hong, Wei Ling, Ben
and bla bla stayed there.. And wait for the bike rental shop to open..
To claim back Wei Ling's IC.. :)
We got nothing to do and someone suggested to play kite..
That's Yann Er I think.. XD
I never realize that i have the skill to fly a kite.. LOL
Yann Er bought 1 and i bought 1..
Both kites also i made them to fly into the sky.. Heee..
Proud of it.. :P
So after we got back the IC.. It's time to back hall n sleep !! :D

And lastly..

Errkk.. Actually Im not that camwhore la.. SHY~
Hahahahax.. XDD

Byeeee.. :P

= Why do ppl FFK ? =

2011-09-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

Mama never tell u all if u cant do something..
Then dont simply promise ?

Sighhh.. EMO again..
If ppl dont make me EMO i wont be EMO 1 lo..
There should be a Night Cycling event tomorrow..
But now.. I dont know whether it still ON or not..
Since most of u FFK.. @#$%^&*
Why FFK ? I hate ppl FFK..
It feels so bad and super disappointed..
When ppl give u hope..
And then break it down.. Smash it into pieces..
Seriously.. I hate this feeling.. :(
But what to do ? No choice..
U cant stop ppl from doing that to u..
So.. I dont care le..
Tell myself.. It doesnt matter anymore..
I can go cycling on my own without anyone with me..
I can do that..
Because Im EMO queen.. :)

= Memories =

2011-09-07T20:48:00.008+08:00

I went to visit my other blogs just now..
And lotsa memories came across my mind..
IF I didn't do this.. Then today's Renee might be different..
Errkk.. Just let bygones be bygones la..
Don't understand what am i talking about is it ?
Hmm.. Ignore it then.. :P

This after noon i went to Bugis..
Not going for shopping but heading to Crystal Jade Office..
Finally i got my last working month salary.. :D
Someone needs to collect his employment pass today..
So we took mrt together..
U didn't how happy i was just now.. XD
As i dont need to take mrt for 15 stations all the way alone..
Weeheee.. Thankieww.. ♥

Tonight i jogged again..
With Wei Ling, Yann Er and Sin Yee..
After half of route B we continued to jog the another half (NIE)..
But all of a sudden, it started to rain.. =.=
So ended up with gym-ing in hall 3.. Heee..
This is the 1st time i go there..
A very strong Ang Mo gym-ing there HOU MAN arr.. O.o''
Compared to him, our Asian guys jau.. ... ...... :P

Yong Yang, Yann Er and Wei Bing.. Weak guys..!! XD

And this is me.. Quite heavy gah.. ><

Ok la.. It's time to take a bathe..
And start doing my tutorial question..
Byeeee.. T.T

= A new face for my Bloggie =

2011-09-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

Errrkk..
Just finished gotong royong for my bloggie..
Change a simple layout..
Say bye to EMO layout.. LOL
And some gadgets being removed d..
Wanna make it simple a bit..
So.. Gao dim jor.. Write something here la.. :)

Today is Monday.. =.=
And I hate Monday lo seriously..
Sighh.. @#$%^&*
Today went to Seminar and Tutorial class..
Tmr 2 lectures again.. And 99% fishing le.. T.T
Again.. Miserable life.. :(

Hmm.. Today I no longer EMO jor..
Yeahhhh.. Weeheee.. :D
Im like a 打不死的蟑螂.. Bring back to life liao..
Btw.. Now very hungry weyy..
And haven't bathe yet because of this blog.. ><
Sighh.. Gonna take a bath then study le..
So.. Tata everyone~
Lastly.. Im now listening to 那英's song..
An old but very nice song.. : )

''我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事..
如果我退回到好朋友的位置..
你也就不再需要为难成这样子..''

Goodnight.. ♥

= 一年过了 =

2011-09-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

时间过得很快.. 看看上次的post..
又一年了.. 发觉很久没来这里打扫了..
现在的我在NTU读Business..
来这里一个月多了.. 认识了一班MSA朋友..
我知道我并不是一个人..
但也会一个人去上课.. 吃饭.. 回家..
大概是习惯了这样一个人的生活吧..
关于study.. 我也知道自己很懒惰.. :(
有时候感觉自己并不属于这里..
可是我没有别的路可以走了..
就只能撑下去.. Gar Yao.. :)

其实今天很EMO.. 这次是真的很EMO..
甚至不想和别人说话..
Heng dai的msg我也回复到很短..
"Hehe"如果你有发现的话.. Im sorry..
让我EMO的人.. 你不用道歉..
被爱的人不用道歉..
不想听到sorry.. 这只会让我觉得自己好可悲..
前几天我不懂为什么.. 可是现在我懂了..
可是我想说的是.. 我已经停不了了.. :(
为什么你要叫我dear?
为什么你要把我带到高峰.. 然后重重把我摔下..?
为什么呢.. .. 这不好玩.. 真的一点也不好玩..
"We are always friends.."
你懂我是用怎样的心情去type的吗? :'(
我希望自己可以是带给你未来的人..
那么请你.. 不要活在过去了好吗?
我们一起Gar Yao.. :)

＝更新＝

2010-10-26T11:32:00.006+08:00

救命啊~ =(

还有不到一个月的时间就STPM了..

晕~ 懒虫还在身上赖着不走.. =.=

显咯.. 昨天哥哥飞了.. 去了UK..

所以.. 重点是.. 以后没有人跟我争电脑用..

要自己自动自发offline..

这也太难了吧.. T.T

算.. 我给脸你 --> STPM..

过完这一关我就自自自由了.. Wuhoo.. xD

有时候也很佩服自己..

坐在电脑前面可以是一整天的..

唉.. 23号就考试了..

其实有一科很没信心的说~

Pengajian Am.. 怎么办.. =X

现在唯一的方法就是死读paper1..

显到~其他3科应该没问题了..

加油啊小姐~

自己不帮自己也没人能帮到你了.. =X

算.. 讲回最近..

很久没更新部落了.. 懒..

所以今天屁股痒跑来随便写写东西..

其实身边也没什么改变..

就多了一些朋友.. 叉包里的网友..

然后有和他们出去哈啦下..

大家都很38.. 哈哈.. 很好.. 不错~ xD

没有后悔进了叉包..

果然是个很好的交友地方.. 哈哈..

在这里打一下广告.. Heee..

www.justxbao.com

Err.. 讲讲自己好了..

也没什么样.. 还是一样懒惰.. 囧''..

然后.. 就依然单身大家有什么好介绍? Ngekk.. xD

算了吧.. 过了STPM再说..

那是目前最重要的.. =)

现在是中午12点..

其实我刚醒来而已.. 又在打磕睡.. Zzz

哈哈.. 是时候找东西吃了..

等我改次屁股痒的时候再来.. xD

Bye ~

= 正式单身第一天 =

2010-09-11T15:06:00.003+08:00

一大早起来on FB..
xxx is in a relationship with xxx..
Awww.. Shit.. 顿时脸黑完..
说真的.. 我笑不出.. =.=
你也很玩嘢喔.. 很好的惊喜..
很突然.. 恭喜你成功破坏了我的心情.. 不错..
很多人like一下喔.. 不过不会有我..
我很坦白啦..
我不会去祝福你.. 我不想做到那么假..
我也不会去诅咒你.. 放心吧~

我不会再找你了..
去恋爱吧..
我给不了的幸福或许她能够给你..
上一次.. 我很自私..
不想让你离开.. 又给不了你幸福..
紧紧抓着不放..
不想别人拿走属于我的东西..
我承认.. 真的很自私..
是习惯你的存在? 是爱? 我不知道..
不过这么久的感情.. 真的需要时间慢慢放下..
这一次不会再自私了..
我会学习放手..
必须承认.. 我并不拥有你..

今天我正式单身啦..
朋友与恋人之间的关系该告一段落了..
熟悉的陌生人..
别人说.. 相爱过的人不能当好朋友..
因为曾经深爱过.. 伤害过..
我会好起来的..
长大了.. 为新的旅程加油.. =)

= 我又和JJ见面啦 =

2010-09-07T17:52:00.003+08:00

上个星期五,六和日..
JJ来Malaysia.. 签唱会喔..
身为忠心粉丝.. 后援会会员的我当然要去支持啦..
3号那一场在Penang.. 就约了姐妹一起去咯..
感谢姐妹的dear当司机.. 哈哈..

中午我们就到啦..
签唱会晚上8.30pm才开始..
中午时间我们就去逛街看电影咯..
某间shopping centre真的很cacat一下..
看了一套戏.. 戏院里面除了我们就只有两个人..
然后没事做就去上网一下..

6点我就要去集合咯..
所以就飞过去了.. 本来算迟到的..
可是还很早.. 所以还可以站第一拍..
拿了票进super zone就一直在等咯..
幸好天气没有很热.. 不然就惨了..
大概8.45pm.. 主持人出场..
他很搞笑一下咯.. 哈哈..
跟我们说等下JJ出来就叫老公..
果然JJ出场就terpaksa叫回我们老婆啦..
看他很害羞的样子..
可是我们大家都很high..

话说.. 今天我被选中了上台献唱给JJ听..
主持人选了5位fans.. 上去唱加油..
哈哈.. 很幸运啦.. 能被选中..
可是上去唱我真的很抖咯..
看着那么多人.. 又怕忘词的..
幸好最后也完成了任务..
Ngekk.. 这是我第二次上台.. 上次是合唱小酒窝..
这次唱加油.. 近距离看着他真的超high的..
可是竟然被他发现我手在抖..
很paiseh一下.. 哈哈.. 有录到video喔..
放在youtube了.. 很棒的回忆..

之后排对上台给他签名了就去吃东西..
然后回Ipoh..
等他明年来我们才可以见面了..
希望明年他的演唱会我能出席啦.. =)

等待中拍的照片..

唱完加油后的合照.. 右二是我.. 绑了头发戴了眼镜.. 哈哈哈..

这张是其他JM拍的.. ♥.♥

Da Dang.. 我的专辑.. =)

(完)

= 一首唱进我心里的歌 =

2010-08-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

某一天的晚上.. 我在988听了一首歌..
第一次听就爱上了..
王力宏唱到真的超好..
听了都很感触.. 很想哭..
真的很棒..

【你不知道的事】- 王力宏

*蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事
Repeat*
我飞行但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

他唱那句''你不知道我为什么离开你''的时候..
真的听到会很想哭.. T.T
很想看这套戏喔~
我一定会去看的..
恋爱通告.. 你等我~ ♥

= 生平第一件好事 =

2010-07-11T01:49:00.000+08:00

星期六.. 部落时间.. =)
先写星期三那天发生的一件事..
我做了人生中第一件真正的好事.. xD
那天下着雨.. 我还要淋雨回家..
以为自己已经很惨了..
谁知道居然有人比自己还要可怜..
就当我快要回到家的路口..
居然看见好像有人倒在地上.. 就走进一看..
天啊~ 有个阿婆连人带脚踏车跌倒在地上了..
那个阿婆住我家附近的..
我立刻就停在路边去看看阿婆怎样了..
原来她头晕跌倒后就起不来..

我先把她扶起来坐着.. 再把她的脚踏车移开..
天还下着雨咧..
我费了一些力气把她扶起来..
陪她淋着雨慢慢走回家..
她还一直谢谢我.. ><
我觉得啊.. 自己做了一件很有意义的事..
哈哈.. 开心开心.. xD
今天看到阿婆在她朋友家门口谈天..
她应该好了吧..
希望她以后不会再那样晕倒了啦..
健健康康过日子.. =)

= 我们这个年龄有爱但没有未来 =

2010-07-04T14:51:00.001+08:00

星期日.. 终于有空写部落了..
今天要写的是我和他..
上天很爱作弄人..
在回一起半年了.. 我们都不曾在某些地方巧遇过..
可是分开才两天.. 竟然让我们碰见..
场面极为尴尬..

因为姐妹要去喝茶.. 就去了Breeze..
走进了里面坐下后..
朋友说隔壁桌有人看着我.. 问我是认识的吗?
我没戴眼镜.. 本来看不清楚..
然后有个女的向我打招呼.. 我认得出.. 是你的朋友..
她问我: ''阿杰咧?''
我应该怎么回答? 我说: ''我们分手了..''
仔细望一望.. 你的朋友们原来都在..
从来没想过今天你也会来这里..
看见你的弟弟.. 很惊讶..
在看见你在他身后.. 我更惊讶..
看到我你的表情也像吃了一惊.. 大家从没预料过..

我很失望.. 你并没有跟我说一句话..
甚至打招呼也省了..
是因为我看起来不想和你说话?
是你不gentleman?
我发现原来曾经相爱过的人..
分手了是不可能做回朋友..
是我太天真..
那晚的巧遇让我很不开心..
不甘心为什么会变成那样.. 朋友也做不成..
都是我造成的吗?
我真的猜不透你.. 忍不住发了信息给你..
Me : It seems like we cant even be friend
anymore.. Right ?
You : Sometimes it's hard to act like nothing happened
in such a short period.. Sry..
我明白了..
然后我说了一些或许让你生气的话..
我是在赌气.. 你应该明白..
我没能体谅你的感受.. 对不起..
我说没有我的你一样很快乐之类的话..
你回我说.. 难道要我在朋友面前哭..
之类的等等..
过后我写了一封较长的..
很夜很夜.. 你没有回我了..
希望你能明白..
我离开的原因.. 我是个现实的人..
我很在乎未来..
那是你给不到我的东西..
有句话很对..
我们的年龄.. 有爱但没有未来..
你总让我觉得你很不成熟..
跟你一起.. 我很没有安全感..
看不见未来.. 我觉得在浪费着我们的人生..
两个人在一起不是有爱就可以..
我似乎你并没有听进去..
我很失望.. 你懂吗?

或许以后的某天你可以成为我理想的对象..
但那时的我们可能都变了..
也许你已经有了另一半.. 我单身..
也许我已经有了另一半.. 而你单身..
也许大家都有自己的生活.. 都开始了新恋情..
也或许大家依然单身..
这些没人会知道..

我只懂.. 现在的我们..
已经变成了零..
只怪上天让我们相遇得太早了.. ...

= 纯粹更新 =

2010-05-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

我来啦~ xD
纯粹更新.. 来这里喊一喊..
我懂我很无聊..
其实很少能来这里发泄..
虽然说这里是自己的小部落..
但很无奈..
毕竟这却不是自己的日记本..

啊啊啊啊..
正在面临考试啊~
显显显.. 囧.....

(完) -__-

= 19th Birthday =

2010-01-18T23:28:00.004+08:00

My 19th birthday is on 18th January 2010..
It falls on Monday.. But hubby needs to work..
So we chose to celebrate on 17th night..
We went to MP to have our dinner.. =D
Before i go out.. Mum give me a little cake..
And she help me took some photos.. LOLz..
Then hubby n me also have some photos in MP..
Here are them.. =P

This my mum took geh.. =D

Zi Lian.. Hohoho..

Hubby and me.. ♥

WeeHeee.. xD

Si Man baby.. Muahahax..

And.. Bebe.. Thx ur birthday present yea..
Hee.. Love u much.. Muackz.. xD ♥♥

= Early Birthday Celebration =

2010-01-06T17:49:00.006+08:00

Today I had my 19th birthday celebration with my friends..
After school we went to Delight there had our meals..
Then, the celebration for Ben n SengWai n Myself started..
We made a lot noise there.. All people looking at us.. LOLz..
Hmm.. Actually not all of us making noise la..
Just CARIE lost control again and laughed so loudly.. =P
Btw.. We had a nice gathering there.. =) Thx u guys..
And I got a white collar T-shirt as my birthday present..
I like it much.. Thanks again yea friends.. Muackz.. ♥

The menus..

actually not just 8 servings.. There's around 10+ people.. =D

Carie and me..

Hahax.. I like this.. =P

The cake.. Hee..

18th Jan's SengWai n Me.. 11th Jan's Ben.. =)

LOLz.. Play play jek.. We didn't gamble..

LoongYeke_Me_Ben_Carie_KaiLing

My gift.. A Collar T-shirt inside.. Like it much.. ♥

Love yea guys.. Thx a lots.. MuackzZz.. ♥♥

= 2nd January '10 =

2010-01-03T01:18:00.007+08:00

Lately really very super poor ..
Actually today shouldn't hang out..
But i have to go out meet Jenson..
To take my JJ's 7th album from him..
So i called my dear accompany me..
We just had a window shopping today..
And took a lot of pictures.. Heee..
After simple editing.. L E N G.. =P

Have a nice day with u.. Baby.. =) ♥♥

= 感情_生活 =

2010-01-02T23:37:00.005+08:00

这几天.. 发生了很多事..
一直以来.. 都在喜欢着一个人..
但却有着一个和自己感情深厚的人..
我能感觉他有多喜欢自己..
可是因为很喜欢某个另一个人..
而让这个人伤心难过透了..

一道一直为自己打开的门.. 等候着..
自己却很执着地守候在另一道门..
期盼某天它会为自己而打开..
一个我很爱的人.. 和一个很爱我的人..
很自私的我.. 其实真的好累好累..
最终我做出了一个抉择..
坦白一切.. 让他和他都知道了..

这伤透了他的心.. 也把另一个他吓跑了..
我不懂我在这件事上处理得好不好..
只想自己没有遗憾.. 很自私么? 不懂..
很庆幸的是.. 爱我的那个男孩..
没因为失望难过而丢下我一个人走..
他爱我.. 比我爱另一个他多..

虽然没能和那个我爱的他在一起..
也许会是我一生中的遗憾..
但.. 我也不能再那么的执着了..
有个很爱自己的人.. 应该会很幸福吧..

那个某人.. 我曾经花很多心血在你身上..
你不选择我.. 逃避我.. 是你吃亏啦 ~
你懂我用了多大的勇气吗?
虽然也让你困扰了.. 但是..
你是否也曾经想过我的感受呢?
我是第一次那么主动做出那么多事..
我也不期盼你可以接受我了..
你却连一句拒绝的话也不愿说..
为什么.. 你的难为情会比我多吗?

我为你做的那个部落.. 一切一切..
你懂花了我多大的心血吗?
换来的是你觉得我很恶心? 很不要脸?
所以就很讨厌? 如果是的话.. 对不起..
我真的好丢脸喔.. 不过我想说..
他也看过了.. 一切超乎他能想象的..
他说.. 多希望自己是部落里描述的那个人..
可你为什么却一点也没感激过我做的呢?

但都过去了.. 是时候开始新生活了..
忘记你.. 很难很难.. 但我只能尽力了..
现在的我和他很好.. 很开心..
我想我会幸福吧.. 那你呢?

= 女生的心声 =

2010-01-01T01:34:00.004+08:00

刚刚从cyndi的部落看见一篇文章..
这文章很久以前也就看过了..
但现在再看回觉得真的写的很对..
就来分享分享咯.. =)
内容是这样的.. ...

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好

她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是~你們爭吵~你認為她脾氣不好~她認為你不夠遷就她~
於是~你們冷戰~你以為她沒有完全接受你~她以為你不在乎她~

請給她一個擁抱一個吻~

用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的

悲傷和眼角的淚水~
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠~轉身和安靜~

兩個深愛的人在一起~
就要互相包容~互相理解~互相體諒~互相信任~
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生~
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了~

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人~
她們為你付出過~不求回報~
卻希望你們能夠讀懂~能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去~

不要讓愛你的女人流淚~
不要讓她傷心~

更不要讓她絕望和死心~
因為女人一旦真愛了~失去她愛著的人~
就意味著失去了整個世界..~

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的~
這時她的心地最善良~她有點成熟~又有點孩子氣~

男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子~
這時什麼都沒有~
不能獨立又不想依賴~掙紮著彷徨著~尋找著自己的位置~

所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子~
那一定要珍惜她~
因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子~
女孩只有陪他走過~女孩將永遠幸福下去~

你.. 知道了吗?

= 金贤重_花样男子の尹智厚 =

2009-12-19T22:36:00.004+08:00

是时候update一下部落了.. =)
最近我在追看一套连续剧喔..

是韩版的花样男子.. 就像流星花园..
这戏应该出了有一段时间了吧..
里面有个叫尹智厚的饰演花泽类..
超喜欢他在里面的角色.. ♥♥
帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅~

噹噹 ~ 就是他啦..

还是长发的时候..

最喜欢有才华有气质的男生了.. <3

剪了头发.. 也是帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅 !!!

他那杀死人的笑容.. ♥♥
OMG~ 我要晕了 ~ ~ ~

= JJ's 7th AlbuM is coMinG sOoN =

2009-11-30T22:07:00.004+08:00

Heee.. My beloved JJ's 7th album is coming soon !!
I have been waiting for such a long time..
Finally it will be released soon.. =DD
They said it will be released on 18th December..♥
But it will be delayed in Malaysia.. =.=||
Nothing can do.. But just WAIT.. Aiksehz..
Here i want share JJ's new song with u all..
Hee.. Niceeee.. But now just can listen abit only..

【第几个100天】
词: 姚若龙
曲: 林俊杰

我把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠

我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个100天还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个100天越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
管过多少100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变
当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

Nice Nice Nice.. =D
U all remember buy his original 7th album yea..
Support support.. Hee.. ♥♥

= Sienz_Holiday =

2009-11-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

Super long time didn't update my blog le..
Cause nothing special happen also.. =P
Today is my 1st day of year-end holiday..
But since 2 weeks ago.. I've started HOLIDAY-ing..
Self-holiday approved by Renee.. Yipiyaya~ ~
Actually these weeks very sienz la my life..
Tuition work online sleep.. Repeat and repeat..
And 1 thing.. We are planing for a trip o..
24th 25th Dec go genting.. 26th 27th Dec go KL..
Heee.. xD can pass my xmas at genting.. Happy~
After that go shopping at KL.. Sure very syok le..
BUT.. Main point.. TIADA DUIT ar.. T.T
Thought want take some jobs to earn some money..
But my current job cant earn much also.. Aikz..
Any HOU GAI SIU ? ><''
Good luck to myself le.. LaLaLa~

= Skip school KL trip =

2009-11-01T15:46:00.006+08:00

Back from KL few days and now only update blog.. =)
Somethings unhappy happened during the trip..
But i dont want talk about it anymore la..
Here i want to share some photos during the trip..
Main characters : Miko.. Cole.. Eric daddy.. and me..

On the way to KL..

Cole.. Miko and Renee.. =)

Me.. Renee In Train.. xD

Miko Jimuiz and me.. At timesquare..

Eric daddy.. Miko.. Renee.. Cole..

Hee.. Daddy the camera man.. =P

Again.. ><''

The 2nd day.. I love POOL.. xD

Pro daddy.. =)

Toilet-ing.. Cole's leg there.. @.@''

Heee.. ZiLian.. =P

Elianto's MIRROR.. LaLaLa..

Cincai upload only.. THE END.. ^^

= 幸福点点名(中tag.. Zz) =

2009-10-26T13:35:00.004+08:00

遊戲規則回答下列問題...
貼到自己的網誌...
寫完後...
自己加一個問題然後傳給10個人...

可以點...
點過的人...
被你點到的人
你要去跟他說●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...●我寫完了●
不可以不寫喔...
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔..

不能再点回点过你或被点过的人哦。。。
我的大名：Renee aka Yumi
我的生日：18.1.1991
誰傳給你的：婉宁
說出五個好朋友：Miko, Cole, Carie, Bibi, Eric
生日想要得到什麼禮物：很多啦.. 实用的吧.. =)
近期開心的是：要去KL玩了..
近期壓力大的是：考试-ing.. ==||
未來想做什麼：会计师.. 他的老婆.. =D
有沒有喜歡的人：有.. ♥
同學會要回去找老師嗎：看哪一个老师..
跟誰出去最幸福：他..
如果你的兩個好友吵架了：做点东西让他们和好..
跟情人出去最想去哪：去异国.. 旅行.. ♥
聖誕節要做啥：和很多好友一起庆祝..
最想跟誰過聖誕節：好朋友和他..
有沒有起床气：什么是起床气? @.@''
有幾個兄弟姐妹：两个哥哥..
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：最幸福的事-卓文萱
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：那女孩对我说-黄义达
喜歡什麼顏色：黑白..粉红,蓝,青..
上廁所會不會先沖水：通常会..
愛不愛我：??
喜歡男生還是女生：男啦.. ==||
最想大聲說什麼：我其实很喜欢你 !!
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：不太想.. 除非很急..
上廁所會不會脫褲褲：不脱怎么解决.. ==||
誰很欠打：讨人厌的..
現在很迷什麼：上网.. facebook.. msn..
睡相很差：不知道.. Zzz
現在的時間：2.01pm
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：不会啦..反正没事做..
體重多少：42kg..
今天天氣：有点太阳..
你懷孕了嗎：没有.. ==||
你若中樂透最想做什么：环游世界.. 买完所有要买的东西..
大學生一定要玩的活動：联谊?
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選：灰色..
你相信爱情会永远吗：还要..
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：白色.. 校服.. ==||
放棄一個人會很難嗎：会.. 如果是他..

【点名人物】

①Miko - Yeng
②Eric
③Miko - 美子
④Wenzi
⑤Cyndi
⑥烂苹果~乐
⑦Yomiko
⑧北鼻比
⑨邪恶天使
⑩Sayaka

④號認識⑥號嗎? 不认识吧..
⑩號是男還是女? 女
①號有沒有兄弟姐妹? 有..
⑦號姓氏? 不知道..
⑩號人緣好嗎? 应该不错吧..
④號有人追嗎? 不懂哦..
⑥號喜歡的顏色是? @.@''
③號和⑩號是朋友嗎? 不懂..
⑧號的生日是? 不清楚..
你怎麼認識⑩號的? Blog认识的..
你跟①號的生日差幾個月? 三个月..
你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎? 没有..
你喜歡①號聊天嗎? 喜欢啊..
你喜歡和③號在一起嗎? 没在一起过..
⑩号是什么星座阿? 不知哦..
现在①号在干吗？上网.. 哈哈..

= 最“美好”的爱情 - 暗恋 =

2009-10-24T16:22:00.002+08:00

我常觉得这个世界上最真挚、最洁净、最让人心酸的情感就是暗恋。
默默地关注一个人，静静地期盼一份可能永远也不会降临的感情，
不想让对方知道，也不想对世人公布，在深邃的月光下，
看得见对方若隐若现的身影，却摸不到对方飘动的衣袂，
闻得着对方身上淡淡的烟草味，却不去依偎对方温暖的胸怀，
这是怎样的一种情感沧桑？这正如一句话说的那样：
世界上最远的距离就是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你。

暗恋的一方不说，也许是不想说，也许是不能说。

因为有一种东西，一旦被说出口就不再美丽了，
也许暗恋者有强烈的自尊和自卑，怕遭受伤害，
怕一旦爱恋不成，连朋友都做不成了。

暗恋者生活在虚拟的月光下，陶醉在想象的云彩里，
痛苦着自己的痛苦，孤独着自己的孤独，
他们几个月、几年、甚至十几年地爱着一个人，
独自品尝着无人回应的空洞。
他们或被一个人的才情迷惑，或被一个人靓丽的外表吸引。
女人可能看到男人随手写下的一行并不潇洒的字句或一篇并不精彩的文章，
就细细琢磨对方的性格，坚信对方才华横溢，完美无缺，
在审美上全方位地向对方的品位靠拢；
男人可能看到女人白皙的皮肤、纤细的双手、微启的双唇，就会浮想联翩。
暗恋者创造着一切与理想情人接近的机会，
见到对方时，兴奋异常，见不到对方时，情绪沮丧，
对方的一举一动、一颦一笑都动着他们的心。

很难解释两性之间这样的感觉来自何方。医学专家认为，
这是多巴胺、去甲肾上腺素和血液中的复合胺共同作用的结果。
但我更愿意相信它来自于现代人无法解释的心灵磁场或灵魂暗道。
这种磁场一旦产生，是不会自行消亡的。
不要劝暗恋者放弃，只有他们自己撞得头破血流，才会慢慢反思和回头。
这正像一位暗恋者在日记中写的那样：
“作为暗恋者，我很清楚，不管先前怎样地爱一个人，爱的人是谁，
我最终都会后悔，可是与此同时，我也清楚地知道，
不管将来的结果如何，我现在都不能克制对他的思恋。”
这种单向度的执着，注定了暗恋者要走过漫长的黑色之旅，
并在黄昏暮色中独自品味那忧伤的幸福。

暗恋虽是一个人闭着眼睛盖房子，但不是一种畸形的情感，
那是年轻的象征，是生命力和内心冲动的显现，是一种生命的紫色。
人的衰老是从拒绝恋爱开始的。从这个意思上说，
我愿意远处有一盏昏黄的孤灯，在晚风中忽明忽暗地摇曳着，
让我在朗朗的月光下，在幽暗的树林里轻吟一个人的名字，
让我这个经历过沟沟坎坎、
心态渐老的女人误以为人生的黄昏落日离自己还很遥远。

好文章.. 当然不是自己写的咯..
来源 : http://www.0763ls.com/wenzhang/love/53629.html

= Exam-inG =

2009-10-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

These days also have to sit for exam..
But this final exam seems different
Compared to the last time 1.. LOLz..
last time i will worry about it..
Especially when i haven't revise yet..
But this final i really didn't prepare much..
And everyday just sitting here.. facing pc..
Don't know why lately so addicted to Facebook..
LOLz.. Especially FFS.. Buy and sell..
Today.. Finally.. I maxed Jun.. xD
My 1st max pet.. Hahahahax.. SS-ing..
Hmm.. Tomorrow exam again.. Accounting..
Not in a study mood.. Not yet start my revision..
And.. Now what time ?! 10:18pm.. LOLz..
LIFE.. ... Haihz.. ... ><''

= McD day =

2009-10-13T19:08:00.005+08:00

Haha ~ time to update my blog le..
Today after school then asap back home..
Tired and sleepy.. online and online only..
But having appointment with waikeat at McD..
So i cant go bed.. Lolz.. Need study..
He be my PA tuition teacher today.. =D

Thx him for teaching me PA Bahagian D and E..
Haha.. Today something wrong..
Ate 3 types ice-cream at there.. Lolz..

1st.. McFlurry..

2nd.. Choco-Top..

Lastly.. Sundae.. Lolz..

All habis.. Hahahahx ~ xD

Heee.. I love ice-cream.. =)

= 金河月光四射音乐会 =

2009-10-08T20:41:00.004+08:00

HoHoHo ~ 迟了po上来..
因为不得空.. 昨天还病了.. ==||
星起六的金河月光四射音乐会有JJ..
所以当天一早就如计划的.. 特地搭车去KL..
在这要特别鸣谢 Mr Ng Wai Keat..
因为他陪我去的.. 妈妈说一个女孩子去很危险..
去到那边就逛逛了.. Miko也有出来..
那天我只买了一件衣服..
4点多就去了找JJFC的JM一下..
6点前就赶快到回VIP到区等候了..
那音乐会是8.30pm才开始的..
而且JJ还是最后一为嘉宾.. ><''
音乐会的前段一直都很冷..
直到By2出场.. 才有些反应..
接着力扬.. 最后就是JJ了 !!
尤其是我们这些粉丝.. 马上high翻天..
11pm才出场的JJ.. 是我等了整晚的主角..

虽然是VIPzone.. 但还蛮远的.. ==||
戴了眼镜都只能看得见那小小粒的JJ..
没有相机.. 手机zoom到最远就只能拍到酱咯..
不过没关系.. 最后JJ还绕场握手咧.. 真幸福..

JLFC + JJFC.. =D

HoHoHo ~ 这就我们.. JJFC..
希望还能和你们一起出席更多JJ的event..
JJ n JM.. Love yea.. muackz ~ =D

= 迟来的POST =

2009-10-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

由于昨晚才收到照片..
所以今天才PO上来..
我们像兄妹咩? @.@''
上个拜六.. 跟莹和骏一起去唱K的照片..
才三张而已啦.. 也没有很美..
不过那是很好的回忆..
毕竟是我们第一次唱K嘛..
呵呵..别忘了你还被录影了喔..
证据在我这里.. 不过你唱得还不赖啦..
我会记得那天的我们.. =)

= 这是最后一次_我发誓 =

2009-10-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

爱与被爱同样是受伤害..
谁先不爱谁先离开.. .....
不懂为什么这歌词一直在我脑海里..
首先.. 我只能说.. 对不起.. ....
这是我最后一次说分手.. 我发誓..
被提分手的人很伤心..
可是提分手的人.. 也不会好得哪里..
这两天.. 我也很不开心..
想着自己有多狠心.. 多无情..
我懂你会很难过.. 而我也很内疚..
只是.. 我真的真的觉得.. 你并不适合我..
做情人真的不同做朋友.. 很不一样..
我们在一起是看不见未来的..
所以.. 分开是种解脱吧..
可是你好像已经不当我是朋友了..
你那句 YOUR WISH 就像一把刀..
没了爱情.. 你把友情也砍断了..
在学校见到你.. 我不敢叫你..
而你看起来似乎很讨厌我..
难道往后的我们真的会变成陌路人?
各走各的吗?

= 自恋无罪～♥ =

2009-09-29T20:40:00.005+08:00

这是在2009年9月26日拍的..
那天和Yeng跟骏去唱K.. 爽.. xD
每一次去K-Box就一定要到厕所拍张照..
很喜欢那里的灯光.. LOLz..
我承认自己自恋.. =P
不过拍照是为了记载着每个时候不同的自己..
不是吗? 所以.. ....
自恋无罪 ~ ~ !!!

= Heee.. PoSt foR SyoK =

2009-09-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

These photos is on wednesday(24.09.09) geh..
Hang out with MinHui LokSan n Miko jie..
and then AhBi gorgor also have out.. =)
We go take sticker photos tim.. xD A nice day..

And this is today geh.. (25.09.09) =D
that's all.. Tata ~ Nitez..

= HoliDay 1St HanG oUt =

2009-09-21T22:30:00.006+08:00

____BakaDeaR and ReNee(me)____ =)

Heee.. yesterday miko jimui back from KL..
And today we hang out le.. Dear also came out o..
1st dating at parade ? Hahax.. =D
We went lepak lepak.. And K-box again..
Actually i long time didnt go sing K le..
T_T Last time with miko always 2people go..
Since she needs study at KL.. ><''
Then no people accompany me go liao..
Today we sing enough enough..
And tomorrow go again.. Hahahax.. xD
We giler K-box fans.. LOLz..
Ohyea.. I bought a pair of new shoes today..
Don't know nice or not.. Miko can't accept it..
But quite a number of girls wear that too..
Heee.. cincai la.. Have a nice day.. =)

= I'LL GET U OUT OF MY MIND_I'LL TRY MY BEST TO LOVE HIM =

2009-09-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

*i can never give my gf happiness now..
cause im still a student..
ownself got financial problem..
no transport.. no career..
but if in the future im qualified..
i really hope that my wife is u..
tang chui kuan..
if u believe me..
take care my dear..
love u always..*
15th April 2009.. 19:48

*i might not by ur side always..
and things might change following
the condition and situation..
i might be changing slowly
and maybe u cant realise..
but i guess u can see it sooner or later..
although i was like playng and
joking with u as normal friend..
but my heart and my love were like before..
and still i love u and i will sure
sacrifise for u no doubt it counts on situation..
but dont worry im still myself..
and i never change that much..
i wont hurt u and i hope u'll do the same..
i might not be as silly as before..
as im thinking the best way to aim for future
as well as holding our love as hardly as we could..
it depends.. anyhow..
i would still say..
chuikuan my dear..
i still love u as how we started..
i love u..*
20th may 2008.. 23:31

*ok zhuzhu.. listen here..
ng wai keat as tang chui kuan's
boyfriend and lougongzhai..
here today 7/8/07 swear will make loupozhai
chuikuan feel hangfuk and happy everytime..
promise.. love zhuzhu..
by : waikeat_bebe..*
7th August 2007.. 19:02

Familiar ? All these.. YOU have forgotten..
whatever u said u promised..
i still try my best.. and remember it hardly..
but how about mine ? in ur inbox ?
ALL had been deleted.. isn't it..
I know that im DAMN sohai..
to BELIEVE in what u have promised..
to BELIEVE that u are still loving me..
to BELIEVE that u are really trying to be my ideal man..
u said u can give me nothing..
but.. u know that i DONT need that all..
what i need is simple.. i want YOU..
however.. when u gave me those reasons..
i will try to make it true..
but yet.. i cant find a suitable reason for..
WHY ARE YOU STILL BEING WITH HER..
im always believe.. believe in our love..
but.. from today, the 333th day u leave me..
i know i have to wake up..
i will start to FORGET u..
as i realise.. all these days..
i was just being a FOOL.. SOHAI..
IN LOVE.. WE ARE ALL FOOL ALIKE..
like my jimui.. BELIEVE in LOVE..
and finally.. get hurt ? heart bleeding ?
i wont.. today.. i tell myself..
YOU have been get rid of my life..
and now.. i have HIM.. =)
I WILL LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART..
and.. say BYE to u..
whatever.. hope that u are happy always..
the passer by in my life..
TATA ~

= New HaiR New LiFe =

2009-09-13T16:27:00.006+08:00

T h E _s H o R t_H a i R_Y u M i z

12th September.. Yumi cut her LONG hair SHORT..
Since standard that time forced by teacher.. N..
cut short jor 1 time.. I never cut my hair short again..
Yesterday.. I go cut my hair short for the second time..
Sorry to MIKO JIE.. As i didn't wait u and go myself..
But don't worry.. I will catch u go cut when u back ipoh..
Heee.. Said jor want short hair together o.. Jimui..
Actually there's some meaning for me to cut it..
It needs lots of courages to say BYE to my long hair..
Which had followed such a long period.. ><''
The following 2years i won't cut it le..
Keep it.. Until it's long enough..
And i will know.. It's time..
For me to do SOMETHING.. =) WAIT me.. ...

= 一百万个祝福靠大家了.. 去留个言吧.. =

2009-09-07T12:20:00.005+08:00

在VEE's blog那边看到这个..
那男的叫KK..真的很花心思哦..

他计划向他的女朋友求婚..
想用个特别的方式..
可以让她留下一个难忘的回忆..
所以希望能够在2010年1月27日前..
筹集一百万个祝福..
所以大家的祝福对他很重要的..

现在就去给个祝福吧!!
http://willyoumarryme2010.blogspot.com/
祝他求婚成功..并白头偕老喔..

很浪漫吧? ^.^
如果将来我的另一半也那么花心思的话,
我一定感动死了.. 哈哈.. =D

= 17岁女孩感动创作 --> 【最后一次】 =

2009-09-06T14:20:00.004+08:00

一个17岁女孩的爱情创作..
一个17岁女孩的感动遗作..

=【最后一次】=

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你..

关于【最后一次】背后故事..

有一对感情非常好的小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚

正当高三开学不久
学校体检
检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病
这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰

就像宝宝皮肤一样
最后会因为皮肤太嫰
承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂

虽然不能医治
但那个男孩和双方家长
都要求那个女孩住院
就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点

当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候
那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的
不再把自己关在病房里不见人
而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落
也就在那时她开始写日记
努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间

当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候
女孩才发觉笔下的文字
绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事
那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩
荆莿鸟的绝唱

几个星期过去
曲作好词填好
就找朋友帮忙语录歌
已经病入膏盲的女孩
喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血
但都坚持要自己唱

当歌录出来之后
那个女孩竟然要求安乐死
还说一开始就打算这么做
而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着
当女孩将要离开人世时
女孩对男孩说了一句话
''再也看不到日出了不过我不怕
因为是你陪着我睡着我爱你..''

由于那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了
所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩

2008年年头
那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候
失足堕山
被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪
然而相片里面
朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨

有人说是
当时这个女生得了重病
这首歌是要给她男朋友

也有人说是
这首歌是讲述那女孩子被抛弃
在自杀前写的一首歌

也有人说是
那女生得了癌症
因为她的男友喜欢听歌和创作
在他走之前想写下一首歌
让他男友留念

也有人说是
他和他的男友很相爱
可是不幸男的生了重病
然后那位女的变写了这首歌给他
过后写了之后男的去世了
女的也跟着自杀

人们不知道这个女孩的名字..
有人说她的真名是薛晓枫..
不知是真是假.. 但被肯定的是..
那女孩已离开人世了.. ...

听了这首歌..这故事..真的有被感动到..
难道每一段恋情..每一个故事..
都是因为有生离死别而变得更凄美..
更刻骨铭心的吗? ><''

= YippY aka 肥贝 B'day =

2009-09-05T22:32:00.005+08:00

Y u m i z _ K a r Y e e _ Y i p p Y

Today.. Saturday.. Hahax.. Everyone knows.. LOLz..
5th of September is 贝贝 birthday la.. 18th birthday.. =)
Actually she went to somewhere in Penang study le..
She studies for being a nurse.. Heee.. =D
But she back Ipoh today le.. Long time no see her..
Today met her at Jusco.. She lost weight le !!
Really can't recognize her at the first sight.. kakax..
Become lenglui le.. =) since she is a 100% vegetarian..
And today was her birthday.. Then..
We had a dinner at a vegetarian restaurant..
After that we went HuiXin house gathered a while..
She introduced us a software to edit photos..
And something bad happened.. KarYee cried..
Because of a phone call.. that's her dad..
Again.. She got scolded.. ><''
Her dad wanted her to back.. If not..
Her belongings will be packed and called her leave..
WTF.. Her parents really.. .... Im SPEECHLESS..
We all as friend.. Then accompanied her back..
And thought want to try to talk with her parents..
Hmm.. But finally we just explained to her mum..
She just hang out and celebrated birthday with friends..
Not others.. And hope her mum don't scold her..
Hope that she can relax le.. Don't too stress..
We will by her side.. Take care FRIEND.. =)
Talk back happy thing sin.. Heee.. =D
When we were on the way back her house..
PooiChee 1 car- Kelisa.. And KaiLing 1 car- Matrix..
Hahax.. When PooiChee drive over us.. I saw her pose..
Same as JayChow in the movie- Initial D.. Funny lea..
I said it just like AE86(Kelisa) winning GTR(Matrix)..
Hahax.. Then called KaiLing don't lose.. =P
However PooiChee drive quite fast lea.. But !!
Finally.. Still we won.. Muahahahax..
In reality.. AE86 can't win GTR la.. xD
After that.. We stayed at KarYee house a while..
Then we back home lu.. Quite tired today.. ><''
Some photos were taken today.. Heee..
Next time only upload la.. Goodnight.. =P

= 2 worDs --> YENG + CUTE =

2009-09-02T21:06:00.005+08:00

It's really a boring night.. ><''
Im very sienz nee.. Sitting in front of the pc..
Looking the screen and doing nothing.. Zzz..
Facebook ? Friendster ? JJFC forum ? Blog ?
Or maybe i should go bed earlier.. =D
Before that.. I decide to post something here first..
Something i feel damn YENGGG and CUTEEE !!!
And hope to own 1 too.. Muahahax.. xD
Joking only la.. That's imposibble.. (for now) =P

Here the ''SOMETHING''.. =)

Is it damn YENGG and CUTEE ? Like it ?
Wanna own one too ? Heeee.. xD

= LiBraRian NigHt =

2009-08-25T20:37:00.005+08:00

Long time no update my blog le..
LOLz.. Less on9 jor.. Paiseh.. ><''
Last friday night i hv a dinner at Syuen hotel..
LIBRARIAN NIGHT.. =D
Its a farewell dinner la..
That night we all made up leng leng..
And wear leng leng attend it.. =)
But since kar yee need practice her sketch..
So we need reach there earlier too..
As we all went by a same car.. =P
Quite rushing lea.. 2pm finish duty at school..
5pm need reach there.. @.@
That night still ok la.. Took a lot photos..
Since all so lengzai lenglui ma.. Haha.. xD
After the dinner we went oldtown yumcha..
A while only then we back home le.. Tired..
Here's some photos at that night.. =D

= RecentLy =

2009-07-28T00:04:00.006+08:00

it's time to update my blog.. XD
seem like long time didn't post new thing d..
these days quite busy..
busy with my job la.. school things la..
last saturday had a basketball competition..
so spend some times to practice also..
with lee mun.. bee ling.. loksan.. and others.. =)
Cole jie back ipoh le.. hang out with buddies last week..
got kailing la.. loksan la.. we went to pasar malam too..
then with waikeat and his friends watched band..
somemore went yum cha with subzero old friends..
sunday went lepak with IRC friends.. =D
andrew la.. teehor la.. da gei n snooker again..
seem like the schedule so full.. ><
then have some new photos to post here..

i sew this while im in class.. xD

= SnoOkeR witH JiMuiZz =

2009-07-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

fuiyoh.. macam yes saja (好似真系识咁)..
hahahax.. actually super noob.. LOL ~
last saturday my jimui miko jie back from kl..
sunday monday tuesday also hang out with her..
hahax.. tuesday we went for snooker liao..
so funny.. two noob played snooker..
that day we had also captured videos.. XD

this is me YuMi ~

this is jimui baka MiKo..

she yumshui liao ~ wakaka..

= Let mE sHare soMe pHotos heRe =

2009-06-30T14:50:00.008+08:00

first of all.. introduce a soh lou named PinG to u all..
hahax.. the first photo is him lur..
then the 2 girl no need say la.. is me.. YuMi.. =)
one is last time dinner took de..
one is last time before go work took de..
LOL.. macam so lame saja..
hahax.. why am i sudden post these here ?
because.. a soh lou so free edits photo there..
then send me wor.. i free then ma post here lo.. =P
and down there's photo is last friday took de..
just post for syok only.. XD

and this is the last one..

what can u guys see ?
i can see that.. ...
my phone camera so 差劲..
LOL.. ~ ~

= FinaLLy Im Free fRoM sCiencE =

2009-06-29T14:15:00.002+08:00

yipiyaya ~ hahax.. finally.. LOL ~
i can go art stream start from tomorrow jor nee..
ngekngek.. apply for this since the 1st day..
and being rejected for 1 time liao.. then appeal..
finally today morning got result from teacher..
said that our application was approved..
wuuuu.. syok.. no need to face science anymore..
days before today.. i heard a lot from friends..
saying that JPN won't let me change to art stream..
because of my 13As.. LOL ~
they want can study de student stay at science stream..
but i never think to give up la.. hahax..
cause since the beginning..
i knew that i'm not interested in science..
what i want is to persue accountancy..
and to be a chartered accountant.. =)
this all i knew when i was in secondary school..
so i just go ahead.. i know today will come de..
tomorrow onwards must put more efford lur..
ganbatte for my 4flat ~ yumi +u ~ XD

= 如果我变成回忆 =

2009-06-20T11:51:00.006+08:00

如果我变成回忆-Tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮摆拍着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

It's really a nice song.. T_T

= A touChinG CoMic =

2009-06-16T14:10:00.001+08:00

i love this comic.. just post here and share with you all..
it's touching.. isn't it ? hope u all like it too.. =]

= 5th oF JunE.. PooicHee B'day =

2009-06-09T22:45:00.007+08:00

last friday was pooi chee birthday.. so we all hang out le..
i just got that day's photo only.. so now only updated here.. =P
we had bought a cake and a present for the b'day girl o..
on that day.. we eat n watch movie n play bowling..
when we at the cinema toilet.. we took some photo o.. XD
self-loving me like to take photo in toilet.. ngekk..
then night go pasar malam together.. lalala~
went out jor whole day.. quite tired nee..
lastly.. happy birthday to POOICHEE ~ =P

= tHe suBzeRo cRew GatHerinG =

2009-05-30T21:58:00.008+08:00

yesterday night hang out le..

go for a gathering with subzero's friends..

that day sudden recieved a message..

from my ex-superviser.. XD

last time i work at subzero ipoh parade de..

she call us out to sing k at friday night.. 10pm-2am..

my that badge de ex subzero crew also have attend..

they back from penang la.. kampar la.. =P

that night enjoy so much with them o..

crew that attend are.. nickie, evaine, ben, eason, me..

and our beloved sotplak superviser janice..

lurb u all yea~ work there only a few months..

but really have a lot of memories with u all guys..

although now we cant working and playing together anymore..

but must keep in touch always o.. don't forget each other..

got time back ipoh and hang out again.. hehex.. miss yea.. =P

= PiaNo veRsioN =

2009-05-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

Friday night.. i went to pasar malam o..
lepak lepak.. walk n eat n drink there.. =P
with 1 fencheong 1 lukgort n 1 dansan..
hahax.. they are karyee loksan n kailing..
we 4 sudden had own new names that night..
i have 1 too.. but im not going to write out here.. XD
hehe.. after that we went to karyee house..
chit chat-ing till midnight then back home lurr..
when we are inside karyee room..
i sit beside the piano jiajia playing piano there..
and kailing help me took photo.. hahax.. XD
enjoy time hang out n chit chat with friends.. ^^

= ExHausteD YuMiz =

2009-05-19T14:29:00.003+08:00

Walao ehh.. secondary school life really pity..
especially honeymoon le half year then sudden schooling back..
thought want sleep early also can't asleep.. T_T aikz..
just sleep few hours only then need wake up go school le..
today keep 'memancing ikan' at school..
i also em seong arr.. can't control my eyes also..
especially when teaching those subject that im not going to take..
yesterday midnight still play dota with my bro tim..
just learn that only err.. super noob now.. @.@
always lost my own hero.. duno my hero go where liao..
then sudden saw those words that im being pwned..
i just can see a heap of duno what x thing only arr.. ><
really duno how come dota players
can differentiate those character so easily..
i sometimes even thought my enemy is my team hero..
wuwuwu ~ computer also can't defeat.. T_T
now sienz sienz dei.. want sleep lur.. nothing to do..
treasure my time for sleeping sin.. ngekk.. =P
GoodNight ~ MuackzZz ~

= New LiFe.. tOugH Life.. =

2009-05-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

I had started my form 6 life last week..
2day is my 2nd week there.. at SMK ACS Ipoh..
really pity.. i need to wake up very early everyday.. T_T
that's a new area for me.. and my frenz..
compared to our former school..
this new school quite 'BIG' size.. = = !
when recess.. must fast fast rush to eat..
don't do others thing first.. because..
when u walk and reach the canteen also time up le.. swt..
this school have a big field o.. teacher said..
student always 'kena bola' while walking.. XD
unlike my former school.. grass also don't have 1 piece..
Hmmm.. so sad that im in form6 now..
curently still in science stream.. T_T
don't know when only can change to art stream..
pity me.. at school listen physic and chemistry..
but then tuition economy and accounting.. Zzz..
god bless me to leave science stream as soon as possible..
just a starting for me.. still have 1 and half year to go..
whatever.. i have to accept the truth.. ><
now onwards.. i really need put a lot of effort..
ganbatte ~ YuMi ganbatte ~ =]

= My eDited pHoto =

2009-05-18T15:13:00.011+08:00

hahax.. actualy i duno how to edit photo de..
just for fun ~ enjoy n comment ~ =P

= New BloG HeRe =

2009-05-16T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hey all.. here is my new blog.. hahax..
im yumi.. a newbie for blog.. =P
support support yea.. thx alotz ~ XD